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The Snapper Countdown

The Snapper Countdown


Flashback.  Date: 22nd December 2005.  Trip: The Pre-Xmas Bash.  I was diving with three other members of North Shore Underwater Club: the fish magnet Mike Bonnici, the human fish Antony Judge and the silent hunter Wayne Judge.  We were diving in phenomenal 20m+ visibility over scattered white boulders and it was a particularly fishy day.  Whilst stalking a moving reef of mulloway, my eyes were diverted by a school of ghostly pale fish swimming in midwater.  Their light pink flanks reflected sunbeams in every direction, and there was no mistaking their identity as the school of large snapper drifted away with a beat of their oversized blue-laced tails.  The fish seemed to move effortlessly through the water, always wary, suspicious eyes cast over their shoulders towards the diver finning ungracefully towards them.  This was the first time I had ever seen big snapper, a school ranging between 5 and 7 kilograms with the bony foreheads and angry expressions that are characteristic of this prized species.  I longed for the school to turn around, to come within range, or at the very least to turn around and give me another look.  I was mesmerised, and from that point my mission for a good snapper had begun.

Date: 28th October 2006.  Trip: October Reconnaissance.  Sometimes it seems the more you want something, the more elusive it becomes.  It wasn’t due to lack of opportunities however.  I can recall on one day diving up the coast the water had a milky, but not quite murky visibility.  Burley is not a technique I commonly employ while hunting fish, but on this day small chunks of fish trickled down the water column and were rolling over the reef below.  I tucked up and dove to the top of a ridge where the burley had settled among a school of small yellowtail.  It was not a deep dive, perhaps 10m at the most.  I found my position and lay flat on a rocky slab, watching to see if any hungry fish had caught scent of a free meal.  This was my chance: a snapper of approximately 2kg was swimming towards me, totally unaware of my presence.  With a flick of its tail the fish turned broadside, urging me to take a shot.  I recall that at the time I was thinking of the fish in the esky, the relief of landing my first snapper and the bragging rights, rather than focussing on aiming.  Not surprisingly, nerves got the better of me and I clean missed the shot.  My spear sailed high over the dorsal fin and some metres past the target.  The old adage “don’t count your chickens before they are hatched” rung true that morning.

On the way back to the boat, I descended with a full breath in 12m of water and lay patiently.  No fish, so I looked towards the surface and directly above me was a 4kg snapper, gently finning in the current.  I rose off the bottom, and the snapper spotted me and casually began to glide away from my outstretched speargun.  I took a long shot on an upward trajectory and the spear dropped below the fish.  In what seemed like a final taunt, the snapper still did not bolt away.  It cruised off nonchalantly, untouchable.

The snapper I keep seeing get bigger and bigger with each encounter.

Date: 27th May 2007.  Trip: End of Autumn Assault.  On another trip away I was on the reef/sand edge, lying on the bottom with a 1.3m reel gun.  I’d spotted some spangled emperor and my eyes strained to pick out their ghostly silhouettes from the settling sand.  Just before ascent I was schooled by over 50 gold-spot and sawtail surgeons.  They were smothering me and so curious that they were literally inches away from my mask and fins.  Sheer laziness took over diligence and I ascended through the school and spun to look over my shoulder, gun at my side.  Naturally, this was the one time when a single 5kg snapper had joined the surgeon fish to check out the camo-clad foreigner to this patch of reef.  I hastily bring the gun into firing position, but this snapper did not get this big by being stupid!   My prize was no where to be seen by the time my gun was levelled.

Date: 19th December 2007.  Trip: The Pre-Xmas Bash.  I was tormented while diving for kingfish at Fish Rock.  The first occasion  was a clear, sunny day with blue skies above, grey nurses top to bottom below.  I dove through the sharks, searching the water for a cruising kingy.  I was 5m from the surface in 25m of water when a large samsonfish dodges a grey nurse shark and makes a beeline for me – typical for a dopey sambo.  The fish then turned broadside (within range) and the long pectoral fins, iridescent blue spots and large tail betrayed its identity.  It was the closest thing to a 10kg snapper that I had ever seen – this fish was truly immense.  Snapper are a protected species at this spot, so it was a cool sight but I was not any closer to taking that snapper trophy for the year.

Date: 26th January 2008.  Trip: Australia Day Bash.  I spiralled through a school of undersized kingfish on one of those rare days with no current at Fish Rock.  I sunk towards the bottom in 25m of water and another “samsonfish” swam out of the murk towards me… another snapper pushing the 10kg mark.   Fish this big look prehistoric and out of place.  Snapper at this spot must know they are protected.

Every spearfisherman knows that to get the fish, you need to spend the time in the water.  Every dive that you try something new, dive a new spot or try out a new technique – you learn a little.  Every five minutes in the water is five minutes closer to that fish of a lifetime.  My snapper countdown timer was fast approaching zero.

Date: 11th May 2008.  Trip: Festival Boys Weekend.  Magic can happen when you least expect it.  On the last day of a successful weekend at Coffs Harbour with the NSUC party crew consisting of Chi, Angus and Ads we tucked into a dive location which has plenty of washy gutters – it was jewfish hunting time.  This spot had produced jewfish on many occasions in the past and I really wanted to land a big one to close off a great weekend.  Rather than blasting in from above and spooking everything, I was diligent enough to dive early and approach a classic jewfish gutter from the side.  I pushed my 1.3m reel gun ahead of me before peeping around the cunje-encrusted rock.  There were no sleeping jewfish in this particular gutter, but there was a long, slim fish; that had a bluish hue and was resting just off the bottom.  I dismissed it as a netted sweetlip until it swam off the bottom and down the gutter away from me.  There was no mistaking this fish was a snapper with a prominent hump and long, wispy pectoral fins.  Like I said, magic happens and the fish seemed to follow my thoughts.  The snapper turned 180 degrees and swum up the gutter directly towards the flopper on my spear tip, as if in a trance.  I fired and the fish was secured through the pectoral fins, the spear tip lodged into a boulder and the other end of the spear still in the muzzle.  3.85kg of snapper.  Finally, and success could not taste any sweeter.

Redefining Keen

Redefining Keen

As winter settles in Sydney, the patterns of the members of the North Shore Underwater Club change.  As the water cools and the big fish of Summer/Autumn become scarcer, weekends away transform into weekends in Sydney – catching up with all of the people who have been neglected when the fish are “on”.  That is until I spoke to the Queenslanders who know that winter time means calm weather in the Sunshine State (in theory).  The perfect time to drive up to the southern tip of the Great Barrier Reef and get amongst the species on offer in Central Queensland.

It was during one of NSUC’s annual Pre-Xmas Bash runs up the coast that we met up with and dived with a gun Gold Coast diver – Bryson Sheehy.  Bryson only knew us through Myspace, but welcomed us into his world of diving the Tweed Coast – showing us some great spots and looking after us.  Our winter-time trip would be our 6-month reunion.

The crew would be myself, Michael Takach, Bryson, and another Gold Coast spearo, Mikey.  The excitement was building as Michael and I touched down at Coolangatta airport on a balmy Friday evening.  Bryson picked us up from the terminal and casually mentioned (in that Queenslander way) that the weather had become less than perfect.  The collective decision was made to sit it out at Broadbeach for a night at least – not a hard decision to make considering the night life that is available on the Gold Coast.

A close eye was kept on the weather charts for any sign of improvement in the wind – it was forecast to blow between 15 and 25 knots for a week!  Over the weekend we used the time to pack the car and boat and double check we had everything.  The boat and car were at capacity with the gear and luggage of four keen spearos.  A quick change of the trailer wheel bearings later, we were finally on the road at Sunday lunchtime – destination Seventeen Seventy.

We arrive at night and checked into the house that Bryson had booked for us.  It was a bargain and sleeps 10, so the four of us had a bedroom each.  Imagine the perfect spearing 2-storey holiday house with a large lawn, balconies all around to dry your gear on, plenty of space inside to relax or to re-rig spearguns.  I could barely sleep due to excitement: I knew the next day I would be spearing in warm, tropical waters while my friends in Sydney would be facing another cold day at work.

The alarm buzzing at 4:00am was inhumane.  This hour redefined the meaning of “early start” for me.  An hour later we have launched the boat and cleared the heads.  The forecast hasn’t improved much, 20knot SE winds forecast all day.  Nevertheless, the crew make the unanimous decision to bash out to the reef.  We came here to spear fish didn’t we?!  It starts out OK, 1.5-2.0m seas and a bit of banging.  Two and a half hours later of constant banging in an alloy boat, we finally pull into the lee side of a reef.  Never again will I complain about the distance and long boat rides to the FAD – this trip redefined “KEEN”.  We travelled approximately 60 kilometres across an angry ocean to get to this reef – it better be good!

Unsurprisingly, there was not a single other boat on this reef.  I slipped over the gunwale into the warm, aqua-blue water and the long boat ride was forgotten in an instant.  We were diving in paradise.  On the first drift I spy a species that I’d never seen before – Spanish Mackeral!  They aren’t huge, but they are cruising by in ones and twos.  Below them swim big eye sea bream, sailfin snapper, venus and black-spot tuskfish, spangled emperor, parrotfish, wrasse and of course the grumpy coral trout.  We explored all of the reef edges and found such varying terrain.  On the outside edge I find a big Spanish mackerel just finning in the current, waiting for his next meal to swim by.  Despite knowing the Coral Sea rule of “get closer”, I make the mistake of misjudging distance in the crystal clear water.  Nearby, Michael and Bryson don’t make the same mistake and pick up beautiful Maori cod specimens almost identical in weight.

The variety of species on the reef was unbelievable.  The bonus is that most of them are fantastic eating.  At the end of only our first day we have picked up between the four of us: black wrasse, coral trout, maori cod, mangrove jack, moses perch, tuskfish and parrotfish.  Due to the coral reef fin-fish bag limits, all four divers were very selective in the fish they chose to shoot.

The sun was still high in the sky when we headed back towards port.  The conditions were deceptively calm as we were anchored on the lee-side of the coral reef.  We all knew the ride back was going to be long and uncomfortable through rough seas because the winds had not abated at all.  Two spine-jarring hours of boating later, we were back at shore cleaning our fish for the day.  Despite four and a half hours driving through a washing machine, we were all smiling as the fruits were worth the effort.

We remarked at the time that it was amazing how much we could fit into one day.  After dinner and showers had been sorted, we counted back the hours – we had been awake for 18 hours and active for every single one of those 18 hours.  The weather was forecast for winds to increase on Tuesday, so we were all relieved to be able to catch up on some sleep and rest for a day.

Wednesday was the day of highs and lows.  The forecast had not changed, 20 knot SE winds blowing all day.  We were hungry for another taste of the reef, and bashed out to the same reef again.  This day was cut short around lunchtime.  I still hadn’t landed a Spanish Mackeral, I wanted one desperately.  I passed up a shot on a 6-8kg black-spot tuskfish for a Spanish Mackeral, only to miss the Spaniard – this was becoming more than a joke!  The tide had turned and current was increasing.  As I drifted along a sandy bottom with lumps of reef, my attention was diverted by a silver ghost swimming below me.  I carefully dived down, lined up the unwary fish and finally put a spear into my first Spanish.  The fight did not last long, but I was impressed at the speed and power of even a small fish (5.5kg).  I was elated, hooting and carrying on in relief that I had finally thrown the Spanish Mackeral monkey off my back.

That high was dropped to a low pretty quickly when Bryson waves me over to the boat, “Jules, the steering cable has snapped”.  To put this situation into light, we were 60km from port, the wind was blowing 20 knots from the SE whipping up seas of 1.5-2.5m.  And we couldn’t steer the boat anywhere.  While waiting for our 26-foot Noosacat white knight to arrive, we chanced upon a resting fishing trawler to moor up behind.  Two hours to wait, with nothing to do – the obvious choice was to make light of a dark situation and go spearing!

By chance, where we were moored was about 15m deep, with a predominantly sandy bottom.  The barren sand was punctuated by outcrops of reef, some as small as a car, others as large as a house.  Our breakdown turned out to be a blessing in disguise as these oasis’s certainly held fish.  One particular rock was covered in thousands and thousands of baitfish – we had to literally sweep the pint-sized baitfish out of the way to be able to find the fish holed up in the backs of caves.  The technique worked and by the time our tow home had arrived, some cracker coral trout and mangrove jack had made it into the esky.  The two and a half hour tow home rounded out a VERY long day for us.

You would’ve thought that a broken steering cable meant it was game over and time to head home – not so for us!  A mechanic in Bundaberg sorted out the steering cable in quick time and we were able to salvage two more fantastic days on the reef

We returned to the scene of the crime.  We had marked out the “baitfish rock” from the previous day and headed directly to the mark.  Bryson shows the Sydneysiders exactly how to hunt the reef at this spot and plucks magnificent fish from each of the bommies.  A 17kg GT hits the deck, followed by a very well holed-up 9kg longnose emperor.  This fish looked prehistoric and abnormally oversize – it was an amazing catch and the fish of the trip.  All of us savour our lucky return to the reef and have a cracker of a day with a mixed bag of trout, bluebar parrotfish, cod, amberjack, moses perch and black wrasse.  I had one of those moments when I wish I had a camera on me.  I’m about to ascend when I spy Michael’s floatline behind a bommie.  His body language changes quickly and he hugs the sandy bottom and starts throwing clouds of sand over his head.  I still can’t see what he is aiming at, and just before he extends his arm, a school of shimmering spangled emperor materialise in front of his gun.  The spear hits the mark a moment later.  A textbook stalk and hunt; I was stoked to be able to quietly observe it from just metres away.

You know you’ve had a great trip when you come home and the boat is in bits.  The damage: a crack in the hull, a crack in the pod, broken rocket launchers, half of an instrument panel, mystery wires hanging out of the motor, snapped winch cable and worn trailer brakes.  Reef trips for you lucky QLDers is like Coffs Harbour to us Sydneysiders.  Since then Bryson has tormented me with tales of new spots on new reefs even further from port.  These reefs hold large mackerel schools, caves choc-a-bloc with mangrove jacks, big bruiser black-spot tuskfish – and I’ve been emailed photos to prove it.  You sure know how to make a spearo jealous!  Michael and I had travelled 2.5 hours by plane, 17 hours by car, 18 hours by boat, all for 3.5 days on the water and a box of fillets each… Was it worth it?  You bet!  The photos will last a long time, the memories even longer.  We had redefined our concept of a spearfishing adventure.  Seventeen Seventy, we will return.

Rite of Passage

Rite of Passage

By Chi Lo

I guess it began for me – as it did for many – with a four foot length of stainless tubing, 6 flimsy prongs and a thin strap of rubber.

The humble handspear was a weapon that I will never forget. The way the prongs would bend like butter, the way the effective range was probably 20cm and rubbers that were held together by coiled bits of wire…it all had a kind of primeval romance to it. The humble handspear was bestowed upon me by a good friend and introduced to the water at Palm Beach, Sydney. It’s funny how despite the many acts and plays in my life since then I will never forget the first time I terrorised the rock cale that day. What a day that was with the sun shining, the water freezing and the cheap plastic mask and fin set chafing against my unprotected skin. The sheer exhilaration of diving the first 3m and flailing around in hopeless buoyancy coupled with the solid meaty crunch of prong meeting rock cale was something delicious. I look back and remember thinking…’Christ this is easy!’. Our adventure was duly rewarded at the end of a long day with a deep pan full of rock cale fillets. I still remember the first taste…it tasted like…victory…and excrement.

There is always something about being out there in the water, relaxing, having a laugh and exploring the many wonders and sights of the underwater world. The first sighting of the humble blue groper had my heart pumping. Seeing luderick rocket through the weeds, peeking at the ever-vigilant damselfish in their crevices and listening to that magical crackle and pop of life on the reef. I hark back on that day as the one that spearfishing is everything about: Enjoying the liquid environment, discovering and reveling in its many wonders and taking a feed home at the end of the day. It is these things we sometimes take for granted and I take myself back to that very first day as a point of reference. After all, how lucky are we? How many times have we as divers seen dolphins in the water, turtles mooching, sharks the length of cars or sights more wondrous than anyone can imagine? How often do you tell people nonchalantly of what you were doing over the weekend only to receive adulation, amazement and disbelief in what you do?

From that day forwards I was in love. Drunken in the addiction to salt water and sea air…I remember hassling my mates non-stop to go for a dive, just one more chance to use my handspear please?  Months went by and my target list grew. Red mowies, luderick, silver trevally, jackets of all sorts and even an unlucky tailor fell prey to my 4ft stainless tool of death. I thought I was the bees knees at this point in short sleeve rashy, 3lb weight, and rusty divers economy knife strapped to my leg. I felt great, final year of school and bringing home a feed left, right and centre. I remember the look of my mum and the smile she would give me when I dumped a fresh heap of fish in the kitchen sink. Perhaps it was me turning and walking away that meant I didn’t see the frown when I stated; ‘Oh sorry Mum I haven’t scaled, gutted or cleaned them’. I could see it in my dads eyes too, a certain sense of pride in his prodigal hunter. It must be something deeply primeval and evolutionally rooted in getting satisfaction from supplying food for the table. Either way I’m sure as hell they preferred cleaning my fish rather then seeing me get up to any other mischief.

First year of university rolled on and well to be honest, I had a lot of free time. The life of a 1st year student is all but challenging and with a facilitating amount of lectures that could be missed, I was set down a long and winding road to bigger and better fish. The gear came first of course as by now my handspear was looking much worse for wear. An Esclapez Challenger was my next weapon of choice and the hunt resumed. At first I was disappointed at the cumbersome nature of a gun, the chore of reloading which invariably bruised my chest and the one shot/one chance nature of a gun. It took me a long time to get used to that thing until one magical day…

A good friend of mine Angus had joined me as my lifelong spearfishing buddy. It was together that we explored the first prospect of bigger and better things at a location named ‘The Bower’. The Bower extends from 8m to 15m depth which in my eyes at the time was an absolute impossibility. The fact that we were using fluoro yellow snorkeling fins, a rashy vest that limited effective time in the water to 30 minutes and a disregard for anything more than 3lb of weights probably contributed to our view of unreachable depths. Nothing is like the ghetto setup of a new diver on a uni budget, where everything is scrounged and built. Upon entering we were immersed in an absolute oasis of fish life. I guess I will always take for granted that day as a first timer. I thought that 25m visibility, bath like water and fish everywhere were an everyday occurrence. We were hovering in 8m admiring the fish life when Angus screamed and pointed me straight down. Underneath me two large fish were sitting on the bottom apparently bemused by the neon mess of gear above them. I took an explosively deep breath and pounded down on a typical bombing run. Straight down 8m and my lungs were on fire! I pointed the gun at the closest and largest fish and pulled the trigger. The rubber flexed forwards and spat the spear into the fishes shoulder. It limped weakly to the surface, which was probably a good thing given that my rigrope was whipper snipper cord attached to a kids pool kickboard. I had hurt the fish badly and after the theatrics of high fives, whoops and laughs the fish was in my arms.

It was our first time at a new spot in Sydney and first shot of the day with a gun I hated using, landing a 2kg samsonfish. Not bad for a first shot! The magic continued that day resulting in lucky shots, captured fish and absolute elation. Angus and myself had landed a samsonfish, 2 salmon and a large red mowie between us. We were absolutely beaming. You couldn’t wipe the smile from us with an angle grinder.

Months passed and my confidence with my gun grew. The species list grew and grew with each foray but I couldn’t help that nagging feeling. That nagging feeling that there were bigger and better things… bigger and stronger fish, better and more expensive gear and deeper and brighter locations. I guess you could say I was on my way.

The first purchases began with my first 3mm open cell spearfishing wetsuit. The fins, mask and gun were the same. At least I couldn’t be mistaken, as camo brown and fluoro yellow is a combination you don’t see very often. I still remember the warmth, the freedom and most importantly the sensation of hot urine running up and down my legs. The wetsuit gave me a newfound freedom, range and endurance in the water.

Dives soon stretched on and on, getting in with the sun high in the sky and getting out when the sun was low in the horizon. I remember a particularly marathon-like effort of 7 hours in the water on a rockhop. But man, you couldn’t stop me. More fish were to come, red rockies, bream, salmon and bonito all came and fell. I wanted more, I needed more. I needed… a kingfish.


For anyone unacquainted with the Sydney marine diversity, kingfish tend to form the numero uno of targets for those with a hunger for bigger fish. To a lesser extent jewfish and some others show up, but for sheer consistency of appearance it’s the urban hoodlum that captures the heart of every new Sydney spearo. I tried so hard, swimming everywhere, looking everywhere and shooting everything.

I guess the only thing I didn’t do in my hunt for a kingfish is ask somebody about how to get one.

That all changed with the help of an online forum and the beginning of a new chapter in my life. The forum gave me the avenue, directions and inclination to join the band of brothers known as North Shore Underwater Club. For anyone doubting the purpose or usefulness of clubs then let me tell you that joining a club was the singularly most important decision I made in my spearfishing life to date. Through this decision I’ve made lifelong friends, experienced lifelong memories and progressed my spearfishing more then I ever could have on my own.

I remember walking into that clubroom, hearing the banter and roars of laughter long before I arrived. I remember walking in, all of 18 with peroxide blonde in my hair (Why is it at that age we always convince ourselves that we look good with ridiculous hair?).

I remember taking my seat, feeling shy, insignificant and out of my depth. Then the meeting began. Looking around the room I saw the most diverse bunch of people you will ever lay eyes upon. What united them all seemed to be that glint in their eye, the discussion that floated around the room on what they shot last weekend up the coast, the latest piece of gear to hit the shelves and the eating qualities of various fish. We were all spearos and I had opened new doors, found new buddies and tapped into a vast library of information.

Armed with the spoken words of those in the know I was ready to find my kingfish, capture him and feast on the results.

My time would come after many unsuccessful dives, but there was no stopping me. I was a kid on a mission and it didn’t take long until I found myself exploring further away from the local and in the water off the rocky shores of Sydney’s Long Bay.

As I got in the swell was rolling and the water a lurid snot green. The water was cloudy with jellies and through the greenish haze I couldn’t make out much more than faint outlines. I stuck to the shallower confines of the bay as I scoured the area for an unlucky demersal species or two. My search came up relatively fruitless until I happened upon a large ridge. Following this ridge I was handed my first lesson in my kingfish quest when a jittery school of yellowtail came streaming by me in hurried single file.

I had hardly any time to process this information when the most amazing scene opened up before my eyes. Ghosts materialized out of the gloom in the shape of kingfish.

Seeing one underwater for the first time was a picture eternally etched into my mind. Their form was pure efficiency; the lithe length of the fish broken only by muscular shoulders and a faintly arrogant mouth. The striking line down the centre coupled with the mossy green back and vibrant tail makes what I think is still one of the more purposeful fish in the seas.

They roved with murderous intent, looking for frightened yakkas in a expansive weaving pattern. As they traced a path around me I hardly had time to think as I raised my gun and fired at the closest.

The light twang of my small gun was the only pre-cursor to the fish performing a spectacular underwater cartwheel. As it quivered in a hapless circle I knew I had finally landed my first kingfish.

The feeling of elation that came over me was the feeling of being born again, totally hooked and addicted for the rest of my life. The sheer adrenaline rush surged through my veins in the purest experience I have ever felt – It was better than any booze or drug. The triumphant swim to the surface was punctuated by my screaming and whooping as I broke the surface.

I look back now and I see an 18 year old with a stupid haircut  and eyes literally popping out of my head I was so stoked. You only have to see the picture to understand. The feeling of setting a goal and achieving it is something I have learned to appreciate more and more in life. It is something that keeps me going on the lengthiest days or emotionally taxing of times. It’s another part of why spearfishing is so great; it’s just such a healthy lifestyle.

Years down the track I am a little wiser, a little weary looking and a little heavier. Not that I’ve been through a massive appearance change at the age of 26, but the joys of a full-time job seem most rewarded in too little exercise and too many lunches. These days, I’m a little less eager to get out of a warm bed in winter, a bit less keen to get into green water, a bit smarter about my hydration and generally more tired after a dive. It’s a trend I see continuing for a good few decades.

As I peer at my work laptop the background flickers over the last decade of my life in fish. I’ve been fortunate enough to go up and down the Eastern seaboard, put spears into a fair amount of fish and knock off a few personal goals along the way. I’ve seen some sights that make me smile late at night with my head on the pillow and pictures to dream of in the most dreary of meetings. All this and I know I haven’t even scratched the surface.

At some point I guess it was inevitable that I’d find a girl forgiving enough of my spearfishing addiction to let me marry her. As a rite of passage in any young man’s life I signed my last remaining shreds of dignity away in agreeing to a buck’s weekend down the South Coast of NSW.

The fateful weekend soon came and we were motoring out in what can only be described as perfect seas – a far cry from Long Bay at 18. As we flew over small dips and crests so many memories and emotions went through me. This is where I loved to be, spray lingering at my brow and the anticipation of what was to come burning in my chest.

As I rolled off the boat into the cool familiar world I was greeted by a hazy blue yonder. The wonderful sounds of life on the reef came to my ears, the click clacking of crustaceans and the whistle and fizzle of the sea’s inner sanctum.

I was a different underwater beast now – no longer elements of fluoro, instead top to toe in technology. The latest carbon fibre, the newest dive computer and the latest micro mask was my uniform now. As I slipped below the waves it was no bomb dive, it was a smooth fluid movement to preserve each and every precious oxygen molecule in my body – so far away from the first few I took a decade ago.

10 years had taught me a lot (Although nothing in the grand scheme of things). There was no burning anxiety, no clumsy fumbling. My heart was slow, my body was still as I hung deep in the column of water.

I felt the weight of the water like the world above me and felt the beautiful solace that only someone under the waves can know.

As I looked ahead a glorious green and yellow torpedo assailed my vision. Mado’s and sweep parted as smaller fish darted for kelpy cover. At over a metre long the kingfish sidled up to me, its sinewy and streamlined form daring me to challenge its territorial supremacy.

My mind was still, my lips creased in the slightest of smiles. I turned my head away and extended my gun and it came closer as if slightly puzzled by my lack of interest. As it turned sideways the marvelous colours blazed like an underwater masterpiece. The picture was the same, that same incredible fish and that same incredible moment to come.

I turned my head and sighted down the barrel of my Aimrite king venom, bringing it in line with the fish. As I pulled the trigger the rubbers threw themselves vertical as if in mock-horror. They stood there frozen, having launched their steely burden into the aqua. The beautiful thud of the spear entering the fish’s shoulder was only mirrored by the resounding thud of its tail.

I felt the line run through my hands until I reached the rigline and proceeded to bring my prize up. I was smiling the whole ascent, the feeling when you know you’ve just landed a great fish. It was fitting that the fish on the end of my spear be the fish that started it all for me. The next chapter of my life would begin exactly as the previous one did.

I pulled it up slowly, admiring its brave attempts to be free. In short time I had it close and embraced the fish, like the old familiar friend he was. As I held it in my arms it was as if no time had passed and once again I was a surly teenager, born again.

Two weeks came and I found myself in a different kind of suit, the kind with peak lapels, pressed seams and a flower in the button-hole.

As I looked to my left and front I saw my mates, a band of brothers there to help me celebrate one of the biggest days in my life. Each of these people shared a bond with me, born through the water and through the awesome memories we shared of triumphant trips and bitter disappointment coming home empty handed. These are guys I had trusted my life in each and every time we went out there, guys I had shared my highest moments with in remote reaches of the sea.

Where life will take us all I don’t know. Kids probably, mortgages are already becoming a reality.

Yet, we are all smiling. I know that that magical time when we are all in the water, one thing becomes apparent:

Spearfishing will always be a part of us: past, present and future.